Monday, September 22, 2008

FUN NEW TOY

Matt recently purchased a Rhino, it is a 4X4 side by side. He is really excited to have it, he has wanted one of these for so long. He has already been out in it about a half a dozen times. He took me and Sadie up into the mountains one late afternoon for a ride, it was so fun, we took sandwiches up with us and had a picnic, the leaves are turning colors right now, and so it was so beautiful. Sadie loved every minute of it, she just kept saying how beautiful the mountains and the trees, and the leaves were. It is a fun little toy!!

Sadie loves it, She asks for rides every day!!

Matt looking for some deer


I just thought this picture was priceless!!

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Monday, September 15, 2008

UPDATE

So it has been a while since the last time that I blogged, i haven't had to many pictures lately because my model started Ist grade, and she is gone for most of the day. It is weird to have her gone all day, I have free time to go shopping without someone complaining the whole time that she wished she was at home playing with friends, I have fun going to lunch with family and friends(I am available any day feel free to call). It is nice to have freedom, but I also miss her and being around her during the day. I sure love being a mom. Sadie has been a huge blessing in my life. I have been told by doctors that I probably won't be able to conceive another child, which crushed my heart, although we have tried invitro fertilization twice, getting pregnant both times and losing them both shortly after, we aren't going to give up. My awesome fertility doctor was sent to jail for a year. I know, I know, sounds bad, but I believe that he was falsely accused. He has been the best, most caring, most understanding doctor that I have been to. He is very smart, knows his stuff about fertility, and rises to the new challenges that people bring to him. He has helped so many people have their dreams of having a family come true. I haven't been to another doctor yet, and I feel right now that I just need a break from all of that stuff. So after long consideration, prayers and fasting, we have decided to adopt. The process has been long, lots of paperwork, and interviews, but well worth it. We just have one last letter to write and we will be good to go. We don't necessarily feel like we will never have any of our own children again, but we feel that we needed to proceed this way to grow our family. We are really excited, Sadie especially. She has told me time and time again that she wished she had a brother or a sister, which breaks my heart every time, but she knows that we are working hard to get her one, and let me tell you she will be THE BEST BIG SISTER ever. I sure love her, and my awesome husband who has been there for me to lean on through this whole situation. He truly is the BEST
Aren't I lucky!!!!